ok... i will stand by my official life slogan... drama sucks. but is it fucking creepy that i now have some weird obsession with my own drama? so this weekend has been more dramatic than any that i've had in awhile and i wasn't even in town. wow... i found it hilarious, exciting, and invigorating. i've never been much a part of the whole "teen scene" but i can now safely say that i've experienced a little part of it and it was fucking fun.

well anyways... i'm sitting in arizona... boo it's no fun. it's hot yeah, it's sunny of course, but hanging out with my dads family is really no vacation at all. so they hate me... which is fine because i don't particularly fancy their acceptance. they kinda suck in their own ways. so anyway just to make my time a little less boring here i've concocted a goal to do everything possible to make there be NO WAY my cousins can criticize me and judge me. it's a fun little experiment. i've been over the top nice, helpful, polite, engaging, god it's like i'm on "everybody like me" speed. it's great... yet they still give me evil glares and whisper nasty remarks, it amazes me. i'm so intrigued by people... even though i hate them.

i hate people.

Currently Playing One Love-The Very Best of Bob Marley & the Wailers By Bob Marley & Wailers see related

the sounds of the islands baby!!! Oh damn... spring break rocks my socks!

the seaview cafe will forever be my love... i officially know how to push a wine bottle through a tiny hole without changing the size! sweet sweet

I LOVE PAUL and room service and being a slob

cigarettes and alcohol (senor frogs yards, tequilla, smirnoff ice, corona with lime)

indiana, laguna, st. myers?

ahh gay boys

DAWSONS CREEK! ohhh napoleawwwwwwwn

sister sarah will be missed

magen's bay, st. thomas is my hometown

royal carribean is amazing and i will miss it

Hey
You say coke I say caine
You say John I say Wayne
Hot dog I say cool it man
I don't wanna be the President of America
You say smile I say cheese
Cartier I say please
Income tax I say Jesus
I don't want to be a candidate for
Vietnam or Watergate
'Cos all I wanna do is

Bicycle (yeah) bicycle (eh) bicycle
I want to ride my bicycle bicycle (c'mon) bicycle
I want to ride my bicycle
I want to ride my bike
I want to ride my bicycle
I want to ride it where I like

....god i wish i knew how to ride a bike....

THATS RIGHT BITCHES

Currently Playing O-Town By O-Town see related

Posters of love surrounding me
I'm lost in a world of fantasy
Every night she comes to me
And gives me all the love I need

Now this, hot girl, she's not your average girl
She's a morpherotic dream from a magazine
And she's so fine, designed to blow your mind
She's a dominatrix super-model beauty queen (whoo)

Chorus:
I dream about a girl whose a mix of Destiny's Child
Just little touch of Madonna's wild style
With Janet Jackson's smile, throw in a body like Jennifer's
You got the star of my liquid dreams

((can you say wow?!?!?!))

I'm bored. my god everyones xangas are getting crazily intenser by the day.... such long entries... well at least i'm staying literate.

theres someone i miss... i never see him but i miss him. ahhh emoness

today celia reminded me of so much of my youth. SLC Punk... such an awesome movie.... Degrassi, well i still watch that.... and then there's fall out boy, the gateway band. those were the days.